Let your love fall down on me;

I realised that I haven't really talked about God in a long time. And I realised that He was kinda missing in me. Like, I haven't felt him in a long time. Then I browsing through my songs and I came across Faithful by Brooke Fraser.

When I can't feel you, I have learnt to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear every word I pray
And I want you, more than I wanna live another day
And as I wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful.

I don't know what to choose.

If I could take the stars and give them to you;

Time flies when you're having fun. The last 2 weeks of the holidays were one of the best times ever (: Grocery shopping; alvin's dog; bluff; goldfish; barbeque; shitface; barbeque; cake; food; guitarhero; pool; poking with sticks; steamboat; presents; laughs; jokes; suaning; tanlines; netball; gossiping; arcade; time crisis; memories; bible study; mahjong; mogu mogu; carbonara; shopping; golf; sales; latenight msn; Right Round; fake branded; picnic; swings; photos; pretty eyecandy angmohs; transformers; megan fox; PAT KADDY (hahahaha)

I could go on and on about all the kickass fun I had (: And these are all the vocabulary I would use to describe my holiday. Hahaha, anyway the weekend was pretty funshiz. Went for the picnic thing, and ended up not eating. Pool was jokez, oggayyy but I played better than with JAM! Ha, then bible study. Quite cool, and guitarhero. Next day, church, lunch, and arcade. and then TRANSFORMERS. Omg, its damn good, I ttly don't mind watching again! Hahaha, then we went to play mahjong and ate at Darren/Daryl's. (: Watched Red Eye and then byebye holidays. ):

The first day of Sem 2 was quite okayy. I feel smarter already. HAHA, as compared to the hols time! Cause like you do nothing during the hols. But I realised I'm quite behind for almost everything cause I didn't study at all the whole holiday ): Except Chemistry. Shizios. Then we had Philosophy. Mr Hee's quite funny la hahaha, and all the boys over flowers talking. Seriously, 303 loves boys over flowers. HAHA and yep I'm home now to finish all my stinkin homework and projects.

Dounch know why, but I love this photo (: Too bad Darren&Kakit are missing.

Just one night, to have the Eiffel for ourselves;

It is so weird. We keep wanting to be perfect, at least look perfect. Because we want to create the best impression on someone. Doesn't have to some special someone, anyone. Maybe cause we're afraid people will judge us or something. But the really strange thing is that, we don't judge people in that sense. Okay, this is the time everyone stares at me like wth is she talking about. AS IN LIKE, we want to look our best and all because we're scared people will have bad impressions of us or something, but then when we look at people who screw up or anything, hey, we don't judge them right? So shouldn't it be the same the other way round? So why are we so afraid? Ogggayy, maybe it's just a me problem. (:

I think human nature is one of the most destructive killers yet the perfect excuse. We always blame it on our nature and so we 'can't help it'. Jealousy, fear, sin etc. I remembered something someone once told me that was really damn cool. Like there's no such thing as wrong in this world, maybe just things that are misaligned to the circumstances. Cause this world is forever grey. It has so many grey areas, you can't possibly define it.

Golf was fun today! As in I only went to the driving range luh, but all my balls flew! Like you know sometimes you hit the grass so the ball practically like doesn't even travel properly. Yeah I didn't have any of those! HEHE :D So I'm pretty happpyyy (: Then studied with Banana, eh quite productive (for me only) :DD Like I realised, I've been completely wrong about ionic bonds and like I finally found out what isotope is. So the quiz was really easy. :D And I read up on the French Revolution. Didn't really understand but cause it was very complicated! (: Yeah then we talked. Like about selective breeding among the human race? I think that's quite cool but scary at the same time la :D And as usual, Banana was the humane, moral, kind voice, and I was the practical, baddie voice :D Haha!

So it's not who you knew, it's not what you did, it's how you lived.

Hard candy with a surprise centre;

The best best best birthday ever (: As compared to the previous years. Hehh, not saying they were bad or anything! But yepppp, ogggayyyy, firstly the actual birthday was spent watching Hannah Montana with Banana, Yirong, Sak and Wenyuan :D I love the songs and dances! Then I ate pizza with my family after (: Okayy, the fun fun part was Friday :D See, I'm happy just talking about it! Hehh, first went to Alvin's house to prepare for the BBQ. Omg I love his dog! It's the first time I've really liked a dog cause as you all know, I don't like animals. Then we played bluff, :D OMG I'M GETTING BETTER AT THAT! Yepp then BBQ, which was quite fun! Lots of eating and stuff like that. Do you know when you blow at ants, they suddenly stop moving? Like a movie on pause! Really damn cool :D After that went to talk to R for a bit, and went to Tim's house for steamboat (: First it was GuitarHero/Rock Band and Pool. Hahahha, guitar hero was quite funny (: Pool was the best! Oggay, I'm pretty phail at that. Kakit and I got owned by the twins :D And they were like poking me everywhere! Cause I didn't know exactly how to stand properly :DD Heheh, very funny! Oh yeah, Tim had this huge golden retriever which was quite cute! Preparing the steamboat was quite cool too :D Eating it was even cooler (: Yepppp, basically lots and lots of laughs and classic moments! And then they gave me present (: AW, love it to bits! Then we gave Alvin his, and then I had to leave ): Quite sad, I haven't had this much fun in quite a while. They say no matter where you go, you'll eventually end up home. I think OC's pretty much my home. Ah, I don't really know what to do.

Saturday's carnival was quite bad. Like my best game was when I played WD against Cedar the first time. Cause I defended them quite a lot, that's all. Hahaha, after that, just screwed it all up.

JAM gave me a very delicious apple pie just now (: And we went to watch I Love You Man. Hahah, yeah we passed off as 16. Technically, I didn't really but yeah, hehe. Then we went Island Creamery and Nic's dad gave us a lift to BTP where we played pool(again). Sucked even mroe this time (: Hahaha, but quite classic!

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ahhh, i'm screwing everything, I need to get back on track. (: