And I'm thinking two is better than one

HI, I'm quite happy. I did quite a lot today - CmPS letters, PSBN reminders, PSBWebsite (sorta), Ordering of Badges. :D AND, I got back my GPA which I was really happy about (: And today was fried food day. Hahaha

I just finished the first five episodes of You're Beautfiul. I STILL THINK BOF IS NICER! Hahaha, I'm probably gna start on Iris soon. Geez, I'm supposed to be doing useful things. OH but I finally found time to cut my hair today. Anyway, I don't really care about my hair. Hahaha

Ohoh, I went to the museum on Sundayy!! Finally, alone though cause no one wants to go to the museum ): anyway, it was really interesting! I'm going again during the hols WITH my DSLR. Ohh there are some part that are super scary, like its totally dark and stuffs. Hahaha, I still have my day-of-photography to go (:

Saturday was JAMming (: Haha get it, get it! :D Anyway, we relived childhood memories or something. Played Freeze&Melt + Hide&Seek, which was really fun kk. (: I'm really glad we've all grown closer this year.

Sometimes its hard for me to let things go, to trust God to help me with my shit. I know that he works miracles, but when challenges pop up, the first thing I do is to find a way to solve it myself. I've also realised there's this shit in my life that God has really helped me the past few weeks, when I decided to let go. When shit happened, I prayed. And it turned out right, sorta. And I feel bad, cause I was pretending I didn't have such a shit, on Saturday. I was lying, I think I have more of this shit than some people. But anyhow, I'm not really afraid anymore. (:

We're balancing on a needle; Attractions unsaid and unsure; No spoken confessions, only guesses; But I'll gladly play along; Just to keep you in my bittersweet song.

Fearless;

I know I'm such an asshole to be saying this but, ARGH I almost hate my results. Okay, they are pretty good, but they are all missing like 3 marks to GPA4.0! If we went by the Olevel system, my reportcard would look a lot better. ): WOOHOO, my 3.6 dream hasn't been broken, thanks to Chinese. :D Really, screw the 4 stupid 78/78/78/79 marks for History, SS, Math 2 & Bio.

Post EOYs are more stressful than EOYs. HAHA, seriously like I have tons of stuff to do. Oggay my bad here. (: And who wants to go to the museum/watch airplanes/go around singapore eating+photographing? :DDD Lmk kkkk! I wanna go! No shit, call me. (:

Yknow, I can't play the guitar for nuts. Like I can play simple chords, but other than that, CMI :D I love 500days of summer! Firstly, Summer is damn pretty :D Secondly, the storyline isn't THAT cliche. It's a real life cliche, but not a movie cliche!

I am 15 and I worry about money. ): HAHA, I think its just me spending too much. BUT, all the photo money cost like BOOMZ! Broke this huge hole. :Z I need a breakk. Like, lying in bed watching kdrama all the day long kinda thing. (Btw, if you have good kdrama to recommend, tell me!) Not the going out, shopping kinda thing. Cause, I'm lazy lazy lazyyy. And my retarded cough is not all right yet. Its been like what, 1 month? Still feeling phlegm down my throat. Okay, partly myself to blame, cause I'm eating chocolate every day. Okay I shall stop doing that, and drink herbal tea. (Ew, ttm) I was also thinking of planting a garden in my balcony. But then, I thought, that would only attract LIZARDS, and BUGS, so I dumped that idea.

YOU KNOW, my golf sucks now. Sucks, so damn bad. And I'm so demoralized. Like, its a sport I'm having such a difficult time with. Argh! The ball just doesn't land where I want it to. And I can't play wood! Why?! I mean everyone can play wood, but not iron. And I'm like the opposite! I really suck at wood. ): But I will continue playinggg, and dyinggg, and getting scolded everydayyy.

I realized I can talk a lot of nonsense. Oggay, byez!

Like Sunshine;

Exams are over; That's fast (: Haha, And I don't have school tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after the day after tomorrow. There are a lot of things I have/want to do: PSB Stuff (lots overdue), Netball (trainings+proposals), CmPS (alot, can die), Golf, Photography, Watch KDrama, Bake Bakedrice&mashpotatos, Guitar, Books, Cultural Visits/Museum, +Leisure.

Yknow, Chinese was so bad, Physics too. Like they gave us weird words for Chinese, I mean like it was damn difficult. If O's is as difficult, I will die. Omg, get like F, and then I would have to take Chinese in JC again. I think Physics just suck, why why why did I even take Physics. Its retarded + my humans are better than my sciences. And, I just decided I'm gna go for WEP next year. :D At a hospital. Provided there won't be a new strain of SARS.

Yishuen went for her first swimming competition on Saturday. Haha, oh well it was her first :D Oh and she has declared herself vegetarian. No shit man, she's really not eating meat.

Okay byez, omg I'm so boring I can't stand myself. Haha

The music playing on for only two

Hiiii, oggay life's been pretty good, ups and downs as always :D Uhuh, maybe it's me but this year's mugging seems more fruitful. Cause I can finish like a few topics in one day. Last year, I don't even remember mugging like a week before. I remember mugging the day before. That explains my shit marks. Haha! Oh yeahhh, I realise I'm quite vulgar. I should stop saying shit. I was like 'the worksheet shit' and Pamela was like 'huh? worksheet sheep?' HAHA! I'm a wee bit more confident for Physics. But my Physics is still hopeless. ): I have no idea why, I've had fantastic teachers yknow. Not like Chem. So boring, it's funny. Haha seriously, I was just sitting there, then I realised how awkward the whole lesson was, so I just started laughing and laughing. Haha Yixian thinks I'm nuts sometimes. Alicia too, she keeps asking 'why are you laughing' but there's nothing wrong with laughing. It's an addiction sometimes? Like you laugh and you wanna keep laughing. And for SS, Mr Lee makes me confused every lesson. Meritocracy and Affirmative Action. I left class on Friday supporting AA,  but now I have no idea. Haha! And for History, we have to write two essays!! Oggay I'm complaining, and I'm whiny, but my hand doesn't last that long! Like writing one essay is already a killer to my right hand, and it's not like I'm a left hander too! (what's that word, nvm) :D

I realised I'm quite a terrible person at relationships. All kinds. Cause I never really put in the extra extra effort. And maybe cause I'm scared to, cause sometimes when I do, people don't care shit about it. That just sounds emo right? It's not. ((: OHOH, in my opinion, scientific concepts like evolution do not clash with the Bible. What does the Bible mean to you? To me, the Bible is sorta the Book of Life. It's a book that teaches us how to lead our lives, and tells us more about God, and preaches his will for us. It's not a book of hard facts. I mean, okay the Bible said in the beginning God made the animals and then he made us right? From Genesis, I learnt that God is the Creator, the Beginning, and he will be the end. And that's the lesson I will remember. So even if we evolved from a common ancestor whom which we shared with the chimpanzees, so what? Because I acknowledge that our common ancestor was made by God. And God commanded the 'Sun to a standstill'. Which people in the past then inferred that the Sun revolved around the Earth. I mean, who cares? What I learnt from Joshua, was that he believed and had faith in God. And I learnt that God was all-powerful. The hard facts and knowledge don't matter, it's the wisdom that the Bible encompasses that matters.

You're a trainwreck, but with you I'm in love

Workkkkk. I sound like some whiny student who just doesn't wanna do work. I am (: I'm doing History now, but I don't really know how to do it.

Ogggayy, the school hols were pretty fun! Trainings were fun too, and we had the carnival on Thurs, which was quite wowz! I \played GAAA! Hahha shot a few ((: It's a huge accomplishment k, everyone knows how I can't shoot for nuts! :D I didn't do much studying! ))): I was really supposed to revise Chem and Physics, but complacency... I've been picking up golf again, which well, um, is quite alright I suppose. Took like 5 hours to finally get my shots to go exactly straight instead of the right. :Z

The Church Anniversary was bombz too! Haha, had quite a lot of food I guess. (: But it was the fun of talking, poking fun, being lame, and omg, GOSSIP (ggz, sorry I know its Church), that made it feel like home. (:

Omg thinking of what to write is more mind-boggling than figuring out sources. I AM A BORING PERSON, I'm bored reading my own post. FYH, burn in hell! Hahaha, kidding!